_sharax journal_ _a word or two or more about her journey day-to-day _what she thinks that she might not share verbally _what she amazed at, who she wrote about, when she experience it, where have she been, which she prefer more, how she express it_

Thursday, December 17, 2009

_bday_aku_

next week bday aku...
12 Muharram.. heheh....
nak hadiah bday...


Monday, December 14, 2009

_balasan_zaza_

zaza: aku rasa ko bukan mudah kena tipu..
zaza: cuma ko jenis senang menerima
zaza: so..pasni ko jgn mudah menerima

balasan zaza pada entry _jangan_tipu_shara_lagi_

_cite_di_tv_

situasi : aku cite kat deela ngan zurai....

sabrina vs sazaly....

wife die ni mmg perfect wife + mum... rozita che wan belakon...
keje perfect, rumah perfect, baik, lemah lembut = mmg ciri2 near to perfect la...
pastu husband die riezman....
berjaya gak kat opis...
kat rumah pon so-so...
tapi die mcm lebih kepada pentingkan diri die tanpa fikir hati wife die...
die mmg baik, tp die mcm lack attention kat wife die...
satu hari sbb bibik lambat wat bfast, husband die suh die tegur bibik tu...
alih2 haritu gak bibik lari...
so, husband die marah kaw2 pnye kat die, sbb die kata bini die marah bibik sampai lari...
pdhal si bini tuh just cakap je, xde tinggi suara pun...

pastu husband die kuar mlm tuh...
terjumpa plak ngan minah gedik opismet die...
minah gedik ni nak tekel mamat ni sbb mamat ni baru dpt naik pangkat jd VP...
die bawak g kelab mlm... minum2... bawak mamat ni g tdo otel...
masa kawan mamat ni call, minah tu yg angkat.... wife kawan die ni terdengar... bgtau kat rozita....
rozita teurs lari... tinggalkan anak2 dia kat umah... ade 2 org anak die....
mamat nie balik, mmg bengang la...
die pon mcm ego xnak cari wife die...
last2 die kene survive,, jaga anak, antar anak, semua2 yg die x penah buat before ni....
dah lama sket, baru rozita call and dia angkat...
rupenye rozita g keje kat singapore... die dh bgtau kat laki die, tp laki die sbb x amik attention apa die cakap, tu yg tatau....
tp still laki die ni ego...
hari rozita balik dr singapore, anak die kene langgar depan umah...
bawak g hospital...
sampai anak die dah kuar hospital pun laki die stilll ngan ego die...
die bawak anak2 die balik, die x bagi rozita ikut balik umah...
mmg ego habis la laki die nih...

pastu anak2 die la pujuk bapak die...
anak die ckp kat bapak die... mak die penah ckp....
org dewasa pun kadang2 bergaduh jugak, tapi itu x bermakna mereka dah x sayang antara satu sama lain....

pastu baru bapak die u-turn and ajak mak dia balik...
the end....

balasan deela :
On Mon, Dec 14, 2009 at 2:56 PM, Fadzilah Binti Hadith <fadzilahh@xxxxxx.com.my> wrote:
Bukan sng shara nk tulis pnjg2 nih

Nk kate shara copy paste dr tmpt lain – ni ayat shara… hahahahha



_jangan_tipu_shara_lagi_

aku dah cukup down... semua org tolong jangan tipu aku lagi... lambat laun aku akan dapat tahu jugak... kalau ade ape2 perkara yang korang patut beritahu aku, tapi belum beritahu or taknak beritahu or tipu aku sbb xnak beritahu yang benar; baik korang fikir balik... aku tau aku naive sikit... tapi itu bukan bermaksud korang boleh tipu aku, gunakan aku macam tu aje... aku ade hak aku jugak...

Thursday, December 10, 2009

_difference_in_love_and_marriage_

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the wheat field and choose the biggest wheat and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat, but he wonders... may be there is a bigger one later.
Then he saw another bigger one... But may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he start to realize that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.
So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "this is love... You keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person..."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn. You look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get... This is marriage."

_to_realize_the_value_

To realize the value of a sister, ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize the value of ten years, ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years, ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year, ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months, ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize the value of one month, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week, ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute, ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second, ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond, ask the person who has won a silver medal in the olympics.

To realize the value of a friend, lose one.

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

_enjoy_where_you_are_

There is nothing which is intrinsically enjoyable. What one person enjoys, another person will despise. Enjoyment comes from your attitude toward a particular situation, not the situation itself.

Too many people search in vain for enjoyable activities, enjoyable relationships, enjoyable environments, enjoyable entertainment. A much more successful strategy would be to stop searching and start enjoying.

The enjoyment is not in the activity. The enjoyment is in you. Wherever you are, whatever you?re doing, find a way to enjoy it. Sure, it?s great when you aspire to bigger and better things. But don?t fool yourself into thinking that they?ll come pre-packaged with their own enjoyment. That is up to you.

Perhaps you didn?t choose to be where you are, and it?s great that you?re committed to getting somewhere else. Yet while you?re here, accept it and enjoy it. Enjoying where you are right now will take you a long way toward wherever else you wish to go.

_It_was_worth_the_effort_

Horror gripped the heart of a World War-I soldier, as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. The soldier asked his Lieutenant if he could go out to bring his fallen comrade back.

"You can go," said the Lieutenant,? but don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your life away."

"The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway. Miraculously, he managed to reach his friend, hoisted him onto his shoulder and brought him back to their company's trench. The officer checked the wounded soldier, and then looked kindly at his friend. "I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead and you are mortally wounded."

"It was worth it, Sir," said the soldier.

"What do you mean by worth it?" responded the Lieutenant. "Your friend is dead."

"Yes Sir," the soldier answered, "but it was worth it because when I got to him, he was still alive and I had the satisfaction of hearing him say....

"Jim...I knew you'd come."

Many times in life, whether a thing is worth doing or not, really depends on how you look at it. Take up all your courage and do something your heart tells you to do so that you may not regret not doing it later in your life.

_Confidence_and _Self_Esteem_

Confidence and Self-Esteem were best friends. They went everywhere together. If Confidence bought a new dress, Self-Esteem bought one just like it. They were very close.

One day a new kid came to their school. His name was Peer Pressure. He had a friend called Hateful Words. They decided to give Confidence a hard time.

They constantly teased her. They forced her to do terrible things. It was so terrible that Confidence lost Self-Esteem. When Self-Esteem wanted to start some classes, Confidence said they wouldn't be any good.

Then one day, Peer Pressure introduced Confidence to Doubt. He wanted to ruin Confidence, but Peer Pressure said he couldn't yet. Self Esteem couldn't understand what was wrong with Confidence. Confidence now hung around with Depression, Low Self-Esteem, and Overeating.

These girls were friends of Peer Pressure. Self-Esteem no longer had any friends. She no longer felt good about herself. She went to see Good Words. Good Words told her how to talk to Confidence. He introduced her to his daughter, Encouragement.

Encouragement and Self-Esteem went to find Confidence. Self Esteem hoped she wasn't too late. The girls found Confidence in a stupor. She was no longer a vibrant, happy young girl. There were dark circles under her eyes. She had gained so much weight from eating that she couldn't move.

Encouragement gasped and Self-Esteem cried. She begged Encouragement to do something.

Encouragement began to hug Confidence. She kissed her and loved her. She told her that she was a beautiful young lady who had a lot going for her.

Encouragement held Confidence so tightly that Self-Esteem thought she would smother her. Confidence began to cry. As she cried, she seemed to lose weight. Then a bright light suddenly glowed from Confidence and she began to smile.

Peer Pressure and his friends didn't like what Encouragement was doing and tried to attack her. They hit at her and pulled at her, but they couldn't pull her away from Confidence. Then Confidence began to speak.

"Get away from me, Peer Pressure. Take your friends and go. You no longer have any power over me." Confidence was now a glowing light. She and her friends made sure that Peer Pressure and his gang never bothered anyone in their town again.

If you feel that Encouragement is not your friend, then try to find Encouragement in yourself. Self-Esteem and Confidence will follow.

_ Look_Inside_Before_You_Judge_Others_

Nice things I read online.. peringatan untuk diri sendiri...

A young couple moves into a new neighborhood. The next morning, while they are eating breakfast, the young woman sees her neighbor hang the wash outside.

That laundry is not very clean, she said, she doesn't know how to wash correctly. Perhaps she needs better laundry soap.

Her husband looked on, but remained silent. Every time her neighbor would hang her wash to dry, the young woman would make the same comments.

About one month later, the woman was surprised to see a nice clean wash on the line and said to her husband: "Look! She has learned how to wash correctly. I wonder who taught her this."

The husband said: "I got up early this morning and cleaned our windows!"

And so it is with life: "What we see when watching others depends on the purity of the window through which we look. Before we give any criticism, it might be a good idea to check our state of mind and ask ourselves if we are ready to see the good rather than to be looking for something in the person we are about to judge."



Monday, December 07, 2009

_cerita_parkir_baru_

Akhirnya, after a year aku bayar parkir *exclusiv*, aku dah dapat reserve parking baru yang aku dpt kurangkan kos2 bulanan tersembunyi.. Thanks to maksu yg bwk aku g jumpa encik office parkir dan tolong kenenkan parking utk aku.. Pastu td start letak kete kat situ.. No kete betul dah, tp nama company plak salah.. Huhu.. Tak bape penting pon, yg penting aku dpt parking yg dekat ngan office building dan reserved serta lebih murah.. Barulah berbaloi-baloi kan.. Tapi, petang td nak balik telah terjadi satu insiden.. Laluan nak ke parking tu ade shortcut, so aku pun folo jalan shortcut tu.. Mmg laluan org ramai pon situh.. Tetibe, aku rasa imbalance, terus terjatuh.. Lucky shara, atas rumput, so takdelah aku luka pon, cuma rasa sakit sbb mcm terpusing kaki.. Lucky jugak aku pakai kasut flat, kalau heels mau lg teruk terpleot nya.. So, aku jln g kete and lepak kejap sbb masih tekejut jatuh td.. Fuu, esok dan hari2 sterusnya, jangan berangan waktu jalan especially kat jalan2 or shotcut2 yang anda x biasa lalu.. Akibatnye, anda akan kurang sedar yg rumput itu tanahnya tidak rata dan anda bleh kejatuhan..

Friday, December 04, 2009

_perkhidmatan_merebus_telur_

korang penah dengar tak service nih? kalau aku nak sediakan perkhidmatan merebus telur ni, agak2 ade market demand x?

Thursday, December 03, 2009

_reminding_quote_

teringat satu quote yg mmg aku pegang sejak dulu...
"when you love someone very badly, set him free... when he comes back to you, he is yours... forever..."
in my case, it had became badly and becoming very very badly.... 

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

_reminiscence_of_the_Brunei_memories_